I'm Not Opinionated

What a ride...

Life, like my posting has been very lackadaisical lately. Things have changed greatly since my last post. As most of you know my company shut down operations on August 16 and filed for bankruptcy a few days later. Looking back, August 16th, though one of the saddest days of my life, was almost a relief. I had known since the market turned the first week of August that our company was at risk to the market movement. I worried for almost three weeks before the official announcement was made. It was a relief finally knowing where we stood.

Life in the past month has been strange. After being layed off, I almost immediately turned down a job in South Carolina. In my heart I knew that moving back to South Carolina was not in my best interest.

I have taken several short trips in the past month. After being home a week and deciding I might go crazy sitting still, I used some frequent flyer miles and went to visit my Aunt Lisa and family in Fresno, CA. It was a good time to be with family.

I also spent a pre-planned weekend with Shan, Cody, and Jaymeson in Dallas at Six Flags. It was great. The boy loved every ride he was tall enough to ride! It was awesome to ride roller coasters with him! I can't believe he is growing up.

My friends and family have had some difficult issues this month as well that have weighed heavily on my heart. I won't go into it but to all of you, please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

In addition, some friends have gone through similar situations with their jobs in the mortgage industry. In dealing with their frustration, they have chosen to use their blogs to vent their frustrations to the point of alienating their friends by their choice of words. I cannot judge these persons because I understand first hand the frustrations they may be feeling. Instead of getting angry, I am choosing to use it as a learning lesson as to how to manage frustration appropriately.

To update you on the job search, I do have a couple of irons in the fire. Hopefully I will know more soon. I am in a good position and can make it to the end of the year with little difficulty. I am learning to take a break and enjoy the time off...though surprisingly that can be difficult some times. Who knew! It is strange to think that when I am working I can't wait for the vacation and know that I have an extended period of free time, I can't wait to go back to work!

Bottom line, I know that many have been worried about me. I appreciate your thoughts and prayers. Things are going well and I am hopeful for that future!

I remember know why I like blogging. Not only does it keep an record of the fun times in life, it is an outlet to keep in touch with friends and family. I hope to be back on the bandwagon!!

Happy Thursday!!!

D

Labels: Absence, Family, Friends, Job Search, Vacation

posted by jdanielsc @ 12:01 PM